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Name: Stephanie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 12/11/1983
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Interests: God, talking, napping, dancing, studying (just kidding), being a Jesus Freak, taking a whole lotta pictures, Pine Cove, trying new things, meeting new people, board games, playing pranks, hitting the snooze button a billion times, shopping, reading, daydreaming, Japanese drama, music, weekends, youth impact, hangin' with my roomies!
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Thursday, December 06, 2007

Missed Opportunities

I DID IT!
I finally got the nerve to do it!

I bought a plane ticket to NYC!

It's time.  I've been sad about all the opportunities that I've missed and all the things that I haven't seen, and I finally decided to stop giving excuses and just go. 

I bought a plane ticket for one- headed out the day after finals.
I'm going to stay with my lovely friend Beth, and go watch Wicked, go to Rockfeller center, read, relax and enjoy life. 

I can't wait.


Monday, October 29, 2007

An experience of a Lifetime

This weekend was probably the most wonderful weekend, simply because there was no studying involved.  Test week #2 just finished, so needless to say, everyone was relaxing and having fun!

On Saturday night, my roommate invited me to go to a Charity Benefit Dinner.  Not really knowing what it was, I agreed to go.  I went out and bought a cute cocktail dress 2 hours before the benefit dinner and hopped into a car with her, not really expecting anything but some free food.  Once I got there, I was astounded.  The location of the "Gala", as they called it, was at the Hilton Deluxe Hotel in the middle of downtown Houston, in the Imperial Ballroom.  There were beautiful lights and chandeliers everywhere, and about 500+ beautiful dressed people, all in long flowy evening gowns and nice business suits were there.  I felt underdressed in my JCPenney's on-sale cocktail dress. 

We walked around during the first hour (cocktail hour), and watched in awe as the beautiful people mingled and drank champagne and wine.  While we were standing, people would come by with wonderful hors'devours (?) and I shamelessly stuffed my face with every food that went past me. 

They sat us down for dinner at these tables with gold shimmery tablecloths and brought out steaks, crabcakes, desserts and wine, and had a personalized waiter who would pretty much pour wine into your cup every time you sipped it.  It was unreal.

They started bidding on items to raise money, and people started bidding 7000+ for a mink coat, 9000 for a home decorator etc.  My head was just swimming with the amount of money that people were just giving away.   

I left feeling like a princess, knowing that this experience would probably be the one and only time that I would ever wine and dine with such a rich society.   I am amazed at how beautifully these people live and how different their society and life is from mine. But, mostly, I was strangely unnerved by the idea of a society so rich, while literally, outside the building, homeless men sat huddled together under a roof, waiting for the cold wind to stop blowing.  What a strange world we live in.



Friday, October 12, 2007

Man, school is tough.
We've had a test every week since test week, and in two weeks...we have test week again!!!
Holy cow. I can't wait for winter vacay!

Last night,  a group of girls got together at my friends Erin and Brittany's house and we watched Grey's anatomy together.  Fun times.   Tons of girls + chick flicks/sitcoms = too fun for words.

News of the week:  My friend got engaged!  I'm SO SO SO happy for her and can't help but smile at random times. Her fiancee sent me a message asking me to come down to College Station to see it all happen. Ah, I wish that my phone worked!  I would have been there in a heartbeat.  Big engagements are my favorite things in the world.  You know, the ones where everyone is watching, and the girl doesn't know, and people take pictures and say "aww".  :o)  They make me smile. 

Okay, enough with all this rambling.  It's 8 am in the morning, and I'm not quite sure why I'm writing on xanga.  Maybe I'm half asleep!



Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I'm done, I'm done I'm done...

Test week is done! 

I can't tell you how excited I am.  6 tests.  5 days.  Tests where if you get below the average, you fail.  Oh holy night.  I'm so glad that its over. 

There are so many things that have changed since optometry school.  As of right now, I truly don't have a life.  People have always told me that optometry school, dental school and med school students don't have a life.  Period.  I don't agree.  I think that life is what you make of it.  Everyone has the ability to choose priorities.   My priority for the past month has been school, which, for me, has been a really hard transition.  For the past 4 years, I have been involved in a variety of things, and have always had, in my opinion, a pretty decently balanced life. Since being in optometry school, my focus has completely changed, and I'm not sure I want to stay this way.   I desperately want to find time to do other things- things that are worthwhile, (as well as study my tail end off).  I want to serve, be a part of the community, enjoy the little things, sit down and have coffee with someone, join a bible study, veg out in front of the tv, go watch a movie, paint, go dancing, read a book, try something I've never tried before...

I'm so tired of studying all the time.  It's time to change priorities.  My goal for the next month is to have a more well balanced life.  Let's see how this goes...




Thursday, August 23, 2007

Toto...we're not in College Station anymore...

Optometry school is great.  I love the people.  I love the work.  I love the teachers.  I'm actually excited about studying!  Crazy, isn't it?

But, the one thing that I don't like about Optometry School is that I'm in Houston.  Overall, it's just not as friendly and safe as College Station. 

Huge Happening of the Week:
Monday, August 20 (the first day of school).  It's 7 45 am, and I am driving to school with my windows down because I don't have air conditioning.  While I am stopped at a light, all of a sudden, I notice a guy (possibly homeless) running towards my side of the car.  I immediately roll the windows up before he came to my car.  The man pushed his face up against my window and slammed his fist multiple times into my window, as if trying to break it down.  I sat for a while, in complete shock, just staring at him trying to bust down my window.   Finally, adrenaline kicked in, and I tried to move my car, only to have him follow me into the middle of the street.  After a while of me panicking and him trying to bust down my window, the light turned green and I dashed off in mad speed, leaving him in the dust.  Needless to say, I was terrified and went to my optometry class of my life shaking and trembling.

Since then, I've driven with my windows up at all times, and sat in the hot sauna of my car.

Houston = scary.




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